Saturday, May 31, 2008

Confuse...confuse..

Betul confuse nih..
I called him my best buddy.. but lately he seem like sumone else..
Betul2 tk phm la.. supposely, we can share almost everything but i dont know now..

But what ever it is, i hope he happy wit his life,, coz i always pray for my friends bestest!

take care as-subky..
u should knw,, i always care 4 u.

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Internship.....Interns...

Hurmmm..today is my 1st day internship.
At first in the morning, i'm so excited.!
Mum woke me up at 6 am.. actually i already woke up but i pretend and wait mum to wake me...
Ehehehe..After showed, i choose to wear pink+green baju kurung (actually i borrowed frm my sis wardrobe..) and put sum make-up..

Then i'm having my bfast wit mum n dad..
I went to work by my own.
Luckly no jam today and i arrived quite early..

8.30 am, i meet Mr. Khalil who actually approve my internship letter.
Then he asked me to see Mr. Krishnan.. shit (he's goin to be my supervisor ? OMG!)
Unfortunately, Mr. Krishnan having some outstation work like whtever then I met Mr. Harris.
Mr. Harris seem very cool and he asked me to focus to database of the company..and he said that he goin to supervise me for current time.. (Owh, awesome!)

Few of staff welcome me.. thx to Mr. Nizwan who accidently talked to me 1st.
Appreciate tht.!
And now he like my buddy even i dont have his no. yet..hahaha..
And thx to Mr. Fared and Mr. Azrul who askin me out for movie..maybe 1 day ya.!

So, I'm happy end of the day, at least i make fwend in the company..
Will see, wht happen tomorow coz rite nw am gonna watching Prison Break Ses 3..

end.

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Mr. Asyraf a.k.a My BoBy




I don't knw how to start,, but last nite i promise to Boby to write bout him.

So, this is it....
Actually, we knwn each othr frm myspace long time ago (i think past 3yrs) but we nvr meet.
We just met early dis yr- 2008. Tht nite, was awesome, coz Boby wit Charlie come to my place all the way frm Sentul to Shah Alam just for me.. (i felt lucky to hv u BoBy!).

That nite, after fetch me at my place - Sec 7, SA, we went to Pelita - Mamak Place sumwhere in Kl (sori babe, i dont eat Nasi Kandar!). So, i just order Roti Canai. However, my sweet Boby n Charlie ate Nasi Kandar.. We chat and lepak til' late..
Then, Charlie got sesat in KL - can u imagine? (no hurt feeling, his frm JB).
But at last, he find way to send me back to SA.

end.

Not really end la, the new episode begin,,
The 2nd time, we went out, we hang out at Kg. Baru.. lol, damn hot tht place!
But Kg. Baru its like Boby fav place to eat, so y not to join sweety boby for his lunch time.
Plus, he came frm his office near Wgsa Maju fetch me at Times Square. (don't u think he is nice to me?)
Then, at nite we stroll together at The Garden, Mid Valley City..
Catch some shot and ate at Mancongkam.. (we love to eat ya'll).
Then he sent me back to Sya place..

It was wonderful to have friend like Boby,
He love to eat, he love to sing, he love to talk..
The most of I love bout him,,
He LOVE and MiSS me whn i'm nt around.!

Miss u oBy..

end..this time, Real EnD..


Thursday, May 22, 2008

Things I Learned in Life

1. I've learned that we dont have to change friends if we understand that friends change.

2. I've learned that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt u every once in a while and u must forgive them for that.

3. I've learned that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance..the same goes for true love.

4. I've learned that u can do something in an instant that will give u heartache for life.

5.I've learned that its taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

6. I've learned that u should always leaved loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time u see them.

7. I've learned that u can keep going long after you can't.

8. I've learned that we are responsible for wht we do, no matter how we feel.

9. I've learned that either u control your attitude or its control u.

10. I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place.

11. I've learned that heroes are the people who do wht has to be done when its needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.

12. I've learned that money is a lousy way of keeping score.

13. I've learned that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.

14. I've learned that sometimes the people u expect to kick u when u're down, will be the ones to help u get back up.

15. I've learned that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesnt give the right to be cruel.

16. I've learned that just because someone doesnt love u the way u want them to doesnt mean they dont love with all they have.

17. I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences u've had and wht u've learnd frm them, less to do with how many years u have lived.

18. I've learned that it isnt always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes u have to learn to forgive yourself.

19. I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesnt stop for your grief.

20. I've learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.

21. I've learned that just because 2 people argue, it doesnt mean they dont love each other and just because they doesnt argue, it doesnt mean they do love each other.

22. I've learned that u shouldnt be so eager to find out a secret. It could change ur life forever.

23. I've learned that 2 people can look at the same thing and see something totally different.

24. I've learned that ur life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know u.

25. I've learned that even when u think u have no more to give, when a friend cries out to u, u will find the strenght to help.

26. I've learned that credentials on the wall do not make u a decent human being.

27. I've learned that people u care about most in life a sumtimes taken from u too soon.



My Ex-Bf so fuckin' Lie..!!

u knw wht,
i dont get it? he was dump me before.. then, he view my fs?
for wht? he calld my best fwen ija, ask bout me..
sayin " kasian dia kat SA sorg je tinggal"

Plus tellin ija, " aku nk p holiday kt australia..las time i went to bangkok"
ija said " so geli la nk dgr semua ni aftr wht u did to my fwen"
hell ya babe!!
even my best fwen pun menyampah..!

lagi nk text me " i've got motocross tournament.!"
if u ask me to pray u have safe journey,, GO TO HELL "S" !!

fuck u "s". ! wht do u expect frm me? after wht hv u done?!
I really hope u find wht u really want in ur life "s"...
coz i believe u not even sure whre the hell u are now.. (hahaha)
Coz in deep my heart, no more u.. no more "sweet s." tht i cared before..

I'm gonna be ok,
I'm gonna be smile coz i deserve to..
and I knw time will heal it..

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Al-fatihah to My Arwah Uncle Mie

on may 13, my uncle accident.. in his way to azan subuh..
he was a Bilal..

wht the sadness, he tellin' my aunty few day before, " i dreamt, i was seing myself sleep".
my aunty doesnt want to tke serius cz she believe its just a dream..
my aunty said" nda ada pa la..mimpi je tu, mybe b4 tido nda solt asar lagi."
but God wills.. Whtever in this world is belong to Allah s.w.t..

a bit shock, he coma after the accident..
unfortunately, he didnt survive and pass away on 15 may at 8.50 am.
al-fatihah for my arwah uncle..

so, am a bit busy for past 3days for kenduri tahlil..
chewah..busy la bah!! i'm so sad..but wht i learn frm tht day,
i appreciate wht i have nw..

family, relatives n frends..
i wish i had all of u nw...