...Back To School...

Last day at home...
So sad..
Mum macam biasa, tolong packing barang aku.
Hajat semua pun tercapai la.

Mum sibuk masak kat dapur,
aku mentenet sini..

Esk clas da start da..
Kwn2, tunggu ya, am coming back to school..

................end..................

Death Race

today,
alu and sis tgk death race.
mmg sgt awesome.!

suggest to all fwends yg terbaca blog ni, tgk la mvie death race..
sgtla bes bit stil bwh dark knight and wall.e
but i give 4 star la for this mvie.

then, after watch mvie..
me and sis mandi hujan lagi..
then mkn, mkn yg asik mkn.

i'm glad my sis having great time with me..
walaupun kami org ada mengalami eksiden kecil..
sibbaek kreta tk calar..

ehehehe..apa2 pun, harini mmg paling bes la kuar jln2, mkn2 smpi dad n mum bising suruh balik..ekeke..jgn mrh ya mum, dad..

sampai masa nak tido da nih..
coz i'm so fuckin' tired..
sleep with smile.

nite-nite.

xoxo

...Kerang Bakar....

Dapat jugak mkn kerang bakar harini..
Smpat bakar sebelum ujan lunch tadi..

Mcm lepas hajat nak makan kerang bakar.
Nothing much yg i buat harini..
Selain prepared lunch, i just listening to mp3.

My sis ajak tgk death race esk..
If got tix, dating la dgn sis esk..
Yela, sunday da nak blk Sh alam..
huhuhu..mcm malas je nak packing blk lagi..

So, maybe ptg ni maen badminton lagi kalau tk ujan la..

**Syamil, thx for callin' tadi.. I mish u sgt2. Lunch sorg2 ea, kasian dia.

Like Only A Woman Can...

I wasn't perfect
I done a lot of stupid things
Still no angel

I wasn't looking for forgiveness
I wasn't laid up by my pride

Just shocked by her attention
Did someone sign me up for love?
I didn't want it
But now I can't live without it
She changed my life
She cleaned me up
She found my heart
Like only a woman can
She pulls me up
When she knows I'm sad
She knows her man
Like only a woman can
She's kinda perfect
She's kinda everything
I'm not
Yes, she's an angel
It's amazing how she's patient
Even more at times
I'm not
She's my conscience
But who decided I'd be hers?
I want to hate them
Cause now I can't live without her..


**This song Hudzrul Izmin dedicated to me..
** Thx babe.. i love u.

20.08.2008

Years come and go,
But today is a special day,

20.08.2008

Double match.

It happens only once in a lifetime.

To all friends and family,
I wish you all have good health, wealth and blessing frm Allah s.w.t.

gudbye monday..

hari ni sgt bes tido coz its rainy day..
bangun pun da kul 11 pagi..

tapi bgun utk solat subuh and bagi cat mamam..
then slip til 11 am.

da lapar sgt tu..buat la rajin masak pe yg ptut ada lauk ikan n ayam lagi tau.
(pandai jugak aku masak ea..hehehe..pujila sikit)

then, after mkn2, on9 kejap before ada incoming call frm Z.A...
yang paling bes dapat maen badminton today wit my bro..
sampai lewat ptg maen dgn dia..
lama da tak berpaluh mcm tadi..

mlm laen crita nye..
mnghadap laptop kesayangan buat questionnaire utk thesis kan..
tpi sempat jgk mkn and layan olimpik wit my parents..

erm...oleh sbb da siap questionnaire, on9 la lagi sekali utk merepek n mencarut di blog ku ini..

buat teman2 yg terbaca blog saya ini, i miss u oke..
kepada eifa yg mndapat gngguan org yg tk kenal tu, abaikan je ye..

kepada syamil, hope u da dgr lagu yg i dedicate tu..
enjoy ya kawan!
God bless.!

Dedicate this song to As-Syamil

I Kissed A Girl by Kate Perry

This was never the way I planned
Not my intention
I got so brave, drink in hand
Lost my discretion
It’s not what, I’m used to
Just wanna try you on
I’m curious for you
Caught my attention
I kissed a girl and I liked it
The taste of her cherry chapstick
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don’t mind it
It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don’t mean I’m in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it
I liked it
No, I don’t even know your name
It doesn’t matter
Your my experimental game
Just human nature
It’s not what, good girls do
Not how they should behave
My head gets so confused
Hard to obey
I kissed a girl and I liked it
The taste of her cherry chapstick
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don’t mind it
It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don’t mean I’m in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it
I liked it
Us girls we are so magical
Soft skin, red lips, so kissable
Hard to resist so touchable
Too good to deny it
Ain’t no big deal, it’s innocent
I kissed a girl and I liked it
The taste of her cherry chapstick
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don’t mind it
It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don’t mean I’m in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it
I liked it

bein wall.e

wah, seronoknye hari ni..
dapat tgk wall.e kul 2.20 pm.

agha tk marah coz i tgk dulu..sori babe, tkdpt la nk tggu u.
tapi i promish we tgk mvie vin diesel oke?

nothing muchla today..
after watch mvie, go eat.
then went back home..

tonite, have chat wit dad..
and study a bit.
then slip....

am back home!

at last sampai jgk rumah kesayangan ini..

tk sempat rest 1 jam c Z.A da nak jumpa..
tapi ok la jugak coz dapat mkn kat tempat fav we berdua..
huhu..

sgt puas ati walaupun ribut ptg tu.
thx z.a.

dizzy friday....

pagi ni bgn agak lambat la,,
clas mcm biasa kul 3 til 5 pm..
tapi as usual, ada research discussion 11 am.

so, bagun je, terus shower and having bfast at home.
yg paling bes, dapat sms c agha nak ajak tgk Wall.E b4 i blk hometown esk..
coz he knw am not going to wait til nex wik kan..

the probs is, tkde transport kalau nk tgk midnite..
tapi kena la try find solution tu..
tgkla mcm mana kesudahan mlm ni..

rite, i just finishd my discussion wit zara and madiah..
and now just wasting time typing blog b4 enter clss..

owh..the best part, i'm going to regester for uitm alumni - homecoming after my class ni..

kasian c jiji

harini mcm heaven la jugak kan..
mana tk nye, pagi clas change tkde..
asignment utk change pun da siap dari smlm..
so, dapatla datg lewat utk clas ptg at 4pm kan..

after clas end, i, eifa, madiah and zara pergila alam sentral coz da lapar sgt yg tahap gaban..tpi time kat parking bolela ternampak c aaron aziz yg kiut tu..ehehe.

after eat, belila sikit buah tangan utk c jiji..
tapi buah tu mmg la ada beli tangan tak beli la kan..
and beli la jgk air soya..

then we straight go to Darul Ehsan Medical Center (DEMC)
wah, melatop jgak c jiji ni.. pilihan yg bgs la kalau kena denggi duduk kat sini..
ehehe..jgn mrh jiji..
kasian la jgk tgk dia..tapi masih sempat buat lawak..
i doakan u cepat sembuh ya ji..

we love u..
say no denggi.!

my...tuesday..my uitm!

its start early in the morning..
my tuesday morning..
i'm so excited join 'Perhimpunan bantahan non bumiputera join UiTM'
i and eifa, madiah and zara go to the perhimpunan at Padang Kawad UiTm..
for about 15 mins.Then we went to Dataran Sh Alam by eifa car., and my cousin also join us..yuyul..and interprem jgk,,

we walked about 15 to 20 min frm the dataran to the sekretariat oficce..
but MB of Slgor, didnt show his face to take the memorandum..
but me and fwend so satisfied doing all this because we do LOVE uitm and we want to make sure the nxt generation get the benefits!

WE LOVE UiTM..

my AWESOME weekend!

wah, yesterday was awesome!

i went out with agha..
agha surprised me coz he told that wanna watch movie at the cineplex, klang..
but he brought me to the sunway pyramid..
we watchd A journey to the center of the earth-3D.!
it was awesome movie..

we laugh and happy the whole day.!
after movie, we eat at Mc'D.
then we chat and chat and having great time when we listening to the music band at the sunway.

owh..i smoke back! but just one..
huhu..its vanilla..i cant control myself..
after back at my place..
i called my mum las nite..
damn! i miss her..
i'm so excited to going back dis weekend.!

saturday...and me..

huhu..
today morning..
i have to sent ija to the hospital to do some checkup after her abortion..
i went there with yati too..

when ija c the doc.
i and yati had a chat bout ija..
i know ija didnt tell yati about her abortion..
but yati suspicios bout it.!

if i could tell yati the truth.! but i promised ija not telling yati bout this matter..coz yati dad and ija dad are closed..

after the appointment, we went to the Jusco, bkt tinggi.
this is my 2nd time to go the Jusco.
hehe..i'm not buying anything eventhough theres alot of SALE!
am a gud daughter ..
hehe..i have to be a gud girl..

at nite, i c agha and having diner with him..
armm..nothing much..
but its pretty awesome coz i and agha had lots of gosip stuff..
hehe..
nite.

...wht a day.!

i tot today clas system design tkde la..
dapat la pi waterfall wit clasmate..
las minit ada lak clas..huhu..cancel semua program.!

tapi ada lagi yang sakit ati..
c perempuan yang bernama ija itu..
las nite sms i..kata nak datang rumah i dis morning..
utk apa? purposenye ada la.. en. Mus her boifren..(tapi dia tk nak ngaku la) nak urut dia.. (al-maklumla i kan sgt la sporting..) so she wanna take advantage la kan..
tapi i say 'NO Way!'.. even i and other housemate pun tk penah nak bawak mana-mana lelaki masuk dalam rmh itu..

makin lama,,makin menyampahla dengan perangai c ija nih.. i sangat la kesian and sayang dia sbgi kawan tapi..huh..mcm da kecewa la dgn dia ni..
apa bole buat..dia mengadu skt perut la..skt boobs la..
i punyala nasihat and try to take care dia..tpi...dia mcm tktau nak hargai..

so, mlm ni, i pun go to yati place coz she stay there..
tkde org pun dirumah..sgt la angin kan..kata dia, tk sihat, sakit itu ini..
ingat nak visit dia la kan...
las2 dia kua tah kemana and not replying my sms..

apa pun, i da lapar giler ni..
tunggu c aliff tk sampai2 ni.. nak mkn dgn junior i yang sgt kacak nih..
huhu..

bila da berjauhan..........

erm..
almost two days i dgn Z.A ada krisis..

las nite after diner, i call dia..
tapi sebab kan dia mamai, dia jadi hilang ingatan..
i ask him to wake me up this morning..tapi hampes.!

bole je 11 a.m he text me ask where i am..whtcha duin,,why not text him..
huhu... on tht time i dalam clas..so he keeping text me when i'm not replyin..
WtF?.. he thought i merajuk.. (a bit la..)

then,after clas 12.30 i got quiz..
nasibla baek lagi, bole jugak jawab..wlupun tk berapa nak study hard..(mana tk nye, dgn diner, dgn flu fever.)

after my quiz, Z.A call me..
He sound merajuk and sad..

He ask why i'm not telling him my activities and so forth..bla..bla..bla..
dah tentu la i busy,,da bagi tau byk kali dia yg kelupaan..
tapi apa pun...i miss u Z.A.

yang paling menyampah..line celcom, maxis asik problem je..

nasibla, skrg ni tgh hujan, jadi tak la hot sangat hati ni..
so, skrg, ni la dia..konon nak cari jornal buat asgmt tapi type blog..
huhu..
end disini.

...Pre-Graduation Dinner....

ermmm...
at last! pre-grad dinner da settle pun las nite..
sangat seronok! tapi a bit lonely la dat nite bila tgk ada couple yg sgt dazzling..

tapi nak buat mcm mana kan..kata da single kat perantauan ini..huhu..
tapi kawan2 yang sangat supportive sgtla bes! i love u fwends.!

i have to give credits to Eifa c lentik, madiah and zara...
Tk lupa thx to Ruzanne yg sgtla baek hati me make-up kan i mlm tadi..
huhu..mcam kelakar je..I bole je menggunakan magic hand make-up akak ikin tapi bila nak make up sendiri..perghh..cam tk confident je..
tula citer nye..sgtla fantastic mlm td..

ingatkan da lambat, tapi rupanya ada lagi yg kelewtan..
wah, utk persembahan mlm tadi, semestinya i give big clap to jiji yg nyanyi lagu no one by alicia keys..sgtla sedap wlupun ada terlupa lirik nya..ok la bah!

ada jugak lagi kerispatih..tapi i tk kenal la sapa yg perform las nite..thx! i enjoyed it!

sesi bergambar jgn la cakap..sgtla seronok dan happening..
sampai i kena sound dgn c madiah..."u ni sik nak enterprem je"..
eventhough las nite i tk seksi, i happy tgk fwens mlm tuu..
btw, c ninie dapat queen of the nite berhabes RM 300++..bagusla u menang ninie..
Congrats girl,,sampai tk bole turun stage dgn dress kembang 4 mangkuk tu..hehehe..

bab makanan je tak berapa nak puas ati..coz ada yang masin terlebih, ada yang masam terlebih, mcam2 la sampai kan after the dinner, i went to Mc'D mkn poridge and apple pie..kelaparan suda...

huhu..
thts all cerita mlm tadi.
;-)

tuesday.... hoping miracle!

today, i just start my day to sent ija porridge.
she stay at yati place...near to my place actually.

then, i went to skul.
having discussion wit my grups.
erm..lepak at the library..

and got class at 2 pm til 4 pm.
i stil worry bout ija condition.

but in my head, lots of things to settle.
damn !! i miss syamil.. i've been thought of her since saturday.
i hope i can c her this coming weekend.

worse weekend!

huhu..i dont knw how to start..
its start las friday (august 1st)
my clas as usually 3-5 pm.
then i wait for my fwen ija.
after met ija, we wait for my close fwen, nini and her fiance.
we went to Sbg Prmai klinic. I think around 8 we reachd there.

the purpose we went there is to help ija abort her babe.
.lol..she pregnant almost 16-18 weeks..cant u imagine? how big her tummy?
lol.. i went to docs rum and c the doc scan her tummy..
i c the baby.. i c the head, heart and the backbone.. i felt damn sad.! i know ija felt the same way..but ija stil have to abort the baby becoz the daddy wont accept.!

the coz of abortion is almost 2K.
ermm..then the doc only give 5 tablet to eat and ija hv to wait till bleeding.
i hv to tke care of her on tht nite at my place.

the second day (saturday, august 2)
supposedly i meet syamil today.
Syamil wanna help me about my dinner dress..
but i had to cancel becoz of ija probs.(i hope u understand darl!)
then i ask help of mawi to take the dress frm syamil. (thx babe!)
early morning, i and ija go to the klinik..and the doc say tht the pintu rahim not yet open..damn! doc say maybe the next day the baby will come out..
then i took ija back after take some pills frm the doc.

after i fetch mawi to take my dress, i sent ija to the klnik.
tonite, ija have to overnite at the klinik coz the doc advise to do so..
after sent ija, i went out wit agha to watch THE MUMMY movie. (:

the third day (august 3, sunday)

early morning, i went to the klink with agha..
we pick up ija and go out to have some breakfast near at the klnik.
after eat, we sent her back to the klinik.

i went out to mid valey wit agha and watch 21 movie (awesome!)
even i went out try to hve sum fun, but actually i do sms wit ija and ask her condition.
after all, i almost faint at the mid valey..
thx to agha! i love u..ahga now, i'm not well rested for two days past.
i reachd home and nothing happen eventually..

the fourth day (august 4, monday)

i cant even slip becoz i sms wit ija and ask her condition.
u know wht? ija said the air ketumban da keluar.
then, around 1 am she told the baby head went out but stuck.
until the 6 am. the baby stil stuck about half of the baby bodies.
i just cant imagine how the pain ija felt.! i pray to god, pls save ija and give the power to ija get through all this things coz she alone tht time.

ija discharge at 1pm today.
thx god!